Less Dizziness for Mom

Okay, Mom didn't like my other background, made her dizzy, so I went a little more subdued. Too bad, I really liked the darker green and the blinkies.

If I knew HTML better I might've been able to turn the blinkies off, but that would have been more work.

Anyway, my scream in the previous post was not a TEST. It was in fact a real scream of frustration and had it been a test, I would've said so.

In any event, the next time I should send instruction on what to do in case of a real emergency/scream. Though I do not know what you would have done this last time, which is likely why I did not leave any instructions.

It was nothing more than frustration at James. He did something to make me frustrated and cause a set back, not major, but in it's own way it was. If you know his story you will understand. If you do not, well, let's just say it was a disappointment to me to say the least.

When I asked him why he did it, he couldn't really tell me. All he said to me was I needed to have a password on the computer again and he just couldn't get stuff out of his head so he acted on the impulse (or the dwelling I might say). I asked him why he was thinking about it, why the usual ways of not thinking about stuff he shouldn't think about didn't help him to stop thinking about it. (Are you lost, cause I feel like I am?) Anyway, he couldn't really answer me and thus, we are password protected again and I am left feeling frustrated, inadequate, and loser-ish.

That aside, I am also feeling like a slug. But have to go work on laundry and school work.

Until next time...